
Xanga ate my wonderful blog. Sharing your deep thoughts and losing them is like...telling someone something significant and having them continue on their previous track with no acknowledgement of your confiding words.
So here's to you, Xanga. And here's to you, evil keyboard shortcut inventors who so cruelly invented this tool of the devil which makes no sense and occurs with little or no warning. Did you know there is a shortcut key that makes everything you typed just disappear even when not highlighted? Who wanted this, may I ask? A software programmer, no doubt! No one else would fantasize about this, and scarcely would anyone find need of it. Well, I have already said what I wanted to and only the angels will know, I guess, what a unique week it's been for me. I hate those keyboard shortcut demons. I have to believe they are by far, worse than Mac demons. And to think, the one singular time I didn't type it first in Word and save it before pasting it. Greasy dog crap. But a lesson learned.

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I know you want to know what I was going to say and...essentially, it would be vain to attempt to fully reassemble my thoughts, because to do so, I would need to feel everything all over again in full as I fully reflected on my week for the first time, which is impossible. But hey, it's just a blog, so I'll quit now with the faux dramatics.
It has been a week of change and more. A new year, a birthday, new routines, new faces, new places and...new toys. I took a client (and a good friend of mine) to the airport this morning to catch a departing international flight for a trip which is to last several months. Every time I am near an airport the strangest thing happens. I feel these Schmetterlinge (German) or Parparim (Hebrew) or Butterflies going here and there, hin und her inside me. I hear the roar of the planes overhead and see the "Departing International Flights" sign and I think of the dull roar and hum of ten-hour flights with new music and movies and Salmon to kill for. Mario brothers and meeting new people who are heading home to their land. Flying over Sussex just before daybreak watching the cars as they travel down the road in the wrong direction. Then water once more. And fields, industrial parks, Holland...as always, you can tell where you are by the color of the housetops. There's the ding, the hard bank right and the ground...swifter still...and the pavement and...is that all? But this is where the whole world opens up and a myriad accents and fashions hit you like a room of a drastically different, yet inviting temperature. I blend in...
I envy my client his trip, but i suppose it's all to happen again for me quite soon enough. Perhaps I shall eventually find myself working for the State Department in an embassy somewhere, surrounded by people from every part providing me sufficient complexity to keep it interesting. That would be a fun job. Perhaps something yet more "me". But it goes without saying I am most at home when in such an environment and surrounded by such neat, interesting and fun people. This is my element.
So many things this past week have happened which were things I secretly hoped for (more so the past few months), but was quite surprised to see them pop up so soon. I got a new toy. A black Swedish convertible that one of my friends said today is "really" me. I never thought I would ever want a car by this particular brand, but its balance of sporty and diplomatic and not most typical is also a reflection of some of my own traits.
My buddy and I drove downtown as well as through Vandy (where some of my friends teach and also study) and past my favorite bookstore in Green Hills this evening. It is just striking how much things change in a year. I moved here a year and a month ago today. I didn't know a soul or have anything lined up, but I knew it was right. (I think tonight I also spied the perfect area to hunt Christmas lights this year).
These events also make me wonder about the other things I have hoped for just as much or even more this past period of three months or so. It seems to be quite the time for many new things yet I'm still the self-same person I was last week. And last year. Mais different.
OKAY! so sticking to my day job: here's some of what went down today
1. Got a Starbuck's Frap
2. Let the dog out. (yes, I did it, "woof, woof woof")
3.Took friend to the airport
4. ran around town doing errands
5. Donated my weekly time to a local non-profit
6. Let the dog out. Yes, again. (yes, I did it, "woof, woof woof")
7. Ate
9. Ran around town some more
10.Began this blog
11.Here I am, wasn't that fun?
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